| See I grew up like «screw the world, «it's me against it
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| And if it’s life after death, then I don’t wanna live it
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| So confused man, 2Pac he discipled me, Biggie he made me classy
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| In a fatherless household, hip-hop became my pappy
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| The rage grew inside of me, I hated my daddy
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| But when I seen him in the summer I can’t front, it made me happy
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| Thank the Lord for my momma, did the best that she can
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| But ain’t no way a woman could ever show a man to be a man
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| Raised two kids on her own, with a small amount of cash
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| But it really got bad when she married my stepdad
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| 'Cause he put poison in his body, fiendin' for that white
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| Got his check, hit the block, couple weeks, he outta sight
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| Couldn’t trust him 'cause he was always tryna get me beat
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| Said if he did it one more time I swear I’d kill him in his sleep
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| But even though the pain made it hurt to grow
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| I love you to this day, I forgive you and want you to know
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| Can’t nobody take your place
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| And even though you make mistakes
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| I pray the Lord’ll give you grace 'cause I just wanna know |
| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know you
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| Your son who took the pain away
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| I hope one day you’ll feel the same
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| But even if you never change I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know you
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| Before I was married, me and my wife got into it real bad
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| Called my momma’s house, and guess who picked up? |
| My stepdad
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| I was cursing up a storm, he’d just listen and laugh
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| Said if you love I need to turn around and try to have a dad
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| And right then, something in my heart began to crack
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| He had never dealt with me any way like Daddy
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| Didn’t come to the wedding, but for some reason I wasn’t mad
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| Had to realize the frailty of him and my dad
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| Then it really got real when he fell into that coma
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| Died a couple weeks later, couldn’t hug him if I wanna
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| And when I saw him in that casket, couldn’t stop myself from crying
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| Look how petty we can be, had to’ve wasted a lot of time
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| Instead of loving like Christ, I would hate like a fool
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| 'Cause true love go beyond the way that people treat you |
| See even though the pain made it hurt to grow
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| I love you to this day, I forgive you and want you to know
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| Can’t nobody take your place
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| And even though you make mistakes
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| I pray the Lord’ll give you grace 'cause I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know you
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| Your son who took the pain away
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| I hope one day you’ll feel the same
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| But even if you never change I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know you
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| I wish that I could take back every time I said in my heart «I wish you was
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| dead»
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| And wrap my arms around your neck and told you «I love you» instead
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| That’s what Christ did for us, we were enemies at one time
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| Then he indwelled me with the Spirit for the renewing of my mind
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| See I deserved the cross, shoulda been me that was scourged
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| But the Father called us up to my place with his son
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| Washed me in the blood of his perfect sacrifice
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| And though I shoulda ate death, I was fed the bread of life
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| So a Christian means that we supposed to look like God |
| Then the debt I owe him is more than you could ever charge
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| But the truth
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| I should be dead off principle
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| But the gospel is that we are to forgive the unforgivable
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| Bless the despicable, we are all fallen men
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| They were used by the Lord to put my faith in his hand
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| So even though the pain made it hurt to grow
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| I love you to this day, I forgive you and want you to know
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| Can’t nobody take your place
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| And even though you make mistakes
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| I pray the Lord’ll give you grace 'cause I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know you
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| Your son who took the pain away
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| I hope one day you’ll feel the same
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| But even if you never change I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know
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| I just wanna know you
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| I just wanna know you |