| Now damn, I’m just a kid
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| Thinking 'bout everything I ever done did
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| Things I wanna do and things I’ve done lived
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| Everything slow, but I really wanna live, now say
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| Damn, I’m just a kid
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| Thinking 'bout everything I wanna do and did
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| Thinking 'bout if I go far or go big
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| Thinking 'bout if I go dumb or go big
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| I’m a child just like no other
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| When I get scared I hide under covers
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| On a sad day, man, I really miss my mother
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| Only get one and you never get another
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| When I was a child, I was barely loved
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| Mommy passed away and my daddy was on drugs
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| Granny took me in with her 5 kids
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| And up until 8, that’s where I always live
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| Granny got sick and then she passed away
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| And biggest heartbreak that I ever did take
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| Things were so good, man, things were so great
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| And then in one day, my whole life had changed
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| Suddenly, I’m out here adopted
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| No one from my family gave me the option
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| To live with my family or someone familiar
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| Gave me away to a person with hidden agendas
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| Passed to stranger who needed the money
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| She was a psycho, she never loved me
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| Damn, my whole life, everyone had to fuck me
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| Wow, I guess I’m just lucky
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| Now damn, I’m just a kid
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| Thinking 'bout everything I ever done did
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| Things I wanna do and things I’ve done lived
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| Everything slow, but I really wanna live, now say
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| Damn, I’m just a kid
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| Thinking 'bout everything I wanna do and did
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| Thinking 'bout if I go far or go big
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| Thinking 'bout if I go dumb or go big
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| I never mattered, nobody ever cared
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| Gave me to strangers who claimed me as theirs
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| I was abused and I was aware
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| She told me to lie and say that I had fell
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| Damn, I got marks on my face
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| Disassociate and my thoughts go erased
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| Numb in my soul, I feel so out of place
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| Long way from home, I need out of this place
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| I’m the sad kid and the bad kid
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| I’m a disappointment and I’m average
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| Never make her proud, all I do is damage
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| Called me a burden, but she took advantage
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| Now damn, I’m just a kid
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| Thinking 'bout everything I ever done did
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| Things I wanna do and things I’ve done lived
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| Everything slow, but I really wanna live, now say
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| Damn, I’m just a kid
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| Thinking 'bout everything I wanna do and did
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| Thinking 'bout if I go far or go big
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| Thinking 'bout if I go dumb or go big
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| She said she loved me, she didn’t like me
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| I wasn’t special and I wasn’t likely
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| Wasn’t that cute, no one would want me
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| Nobody cared, in that, I was forgotten
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| Left as an orphan, no other options
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| She hit me again and I want her to stop it
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| The place of my soul has grown microscopic
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| They take me on weekends and act like they care
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| I lived in fear, I was young, I was scared
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| The scars of my childhood have followed me here
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| The patterns repeat and they come back right here
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| The patterns repeat and they come back right here |