| Cold 2011, in the chill of the middle of March
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| Like a disaster waiting to happen, barely holding its charge
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| A blazing flame had ignited, revealing a hint of a grin
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| Disguised as a dying ember, beguiling me into a gin
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| The ember burns, she hungers for a source of fuel
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| Her power grows quickly, she’s hopping like a fool onto the floor
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| Then she expands to every wall
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| With scorching steps, her dreadful grace consumes it all
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| A mournful morning reduced my life to dust
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| Counting memories to the last
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| Stories, fabrics, papers, pictures, moments caught in a frame
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| All I was defined by — All I lost to the flame
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| I deserve this rude awakening, for letting down my guard
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| To see my home collapsing, a burning house of cards
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| A fire I thought that had died, a mistress that dances in awe
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| The non-metaphorical bash to the face that is my broken jaw
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| I see 30 years swirling down the drain
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| Notebooks I’ve written as a child, poems I’ve written as a man
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| You stop at nothing, impossible to quench
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| So hard to kill you, you sot belligerent wench
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| Playtime is over with this blistering deadly dame
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| All I was defined by — All is lost to the flame
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| As I sit in ashes, my hands are searching to find
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| Something I could hold on ot, a little peace of mind
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| Nothing lies beneath this blackened veil of cinder
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| Losing all I’m defined by through the gap between my fingers |