Lyrics 39 Years - Praying Mantis

39 Years

I see my double shadow as I walk into the dark
The fear that life will haunt me I hold this branded mark
I pray that life will be
Not like a hidden gallery
Where all the eyes they want to stare
I’m released but still I’m there
Caught in between the thunder running into the rain
Still I’m lost without reason starting life over again
I was a million miles from heaven but I feel much closer now
Was I sacrificial but now I take my bow
I pray that life will be
Not like a hidden gallery
Where all the eyes they want to stare
I’m released but still I’m there
Caught in between the thunder running into the rain
Still I’m lost without reason starting life over again
I just wanna let go
I just wanna be free
The smoke that fills my blood now
See what the fire has burnt away
A shell of my existence are the bones of yesterday
I can never let go this raging anger in me
I just wanna let go
I just wanna be free
Caught in between the thunder running into the rain
Still I’m lost without reason starting life over again
I just wanna let go, I don’t wanna be—
Caught in between the thunder, running into the rain
I just wanna let go, I just wanna be free