| It’s hard to feel
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| Easy to kill, hard to deal
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| Easy to give up, hard to build
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| Easy to break down, ease up, run the fees up
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| With my feet up in the Fiat, let my brain rot
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| Feel the raindrops in my tank top
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| And I can’t stop and I can’t move
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| When I wake up and I break up
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| And I say stuff that was never meant to see the daylight
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| I realize that I demonized you when I blamed my problems on you
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| It was always me, I’m uncomfortable in my skin when I’m not with you
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| I feel like I’m walkin' in circles, what’s my purpose? |
| Brand new whips and
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| purses
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| Beggin' my baby don’t hurt me like I hurt you, yeah
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| Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die
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| Question my emotions, I’m so sick from all the notion that
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| Ending this sounds easy, maybe I’ll end up on TV
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| I can’t seem to find the meaning, I can’t seem to find the meaning
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| I wanna feel alive, how do I tell these lies?
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| How do I look at you and tell you that I feel alright?
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| Don’t wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay?
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| Do my apologies mean anything to you today? |
| (Yeah)
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| It’s hard to feel alive
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| It’s easy to wanna die
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| It’s hard to look at my reflection
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| Easy to grip that Smith & Wesson
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| Easy to fuck that bitch, no question
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| Easy to get my dick hard
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| It’s easy to get real pissed off
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| It’s hard to quit my day job
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| It’s easy to pop pills, skip meals
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| Get fucked up, tucked under covers
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| Never leaving my dojo where I stay solo
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| When I feel safest and I’m less anxious
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| Begging for someone to save me
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| 'Cause most of the homies around me forsake me lately
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| Creepin' on me when the sun go down, so shaded
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| No surprise it don’t faze me, yeah
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| Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die
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| Question my emotions, I’m so sick from all the notion that
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| Ending this sounds easy, maybe I’ll end up on TV
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| I can’t seem to find the meaning, I can’t seem to find the meaning
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| I wanna feel alive, how do I tell these lies?
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| How do I look at you and tell you that I feel alright?
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| Don’t wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay?
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| Do my apologies mean anything to you today? |