Lyrics Dissolving in a Daydream - Porter Ray

Dissolving in a Daydream

I found a woman that I wanted but I couldn’t have
She make me smile when I’d see her
But she wouldn’t laugh
I see her dance subtly
Her movement held mystique
Her body language paint a picture
So I felt her speak
Melted tree
Talked for hours over several weeks
Infatuated, friendships never felt this deep
Shit is deep, understand she had a another man
With other plans
Puttin' carats in her wedding band
A better man than I would have been
Breakin' up grams, eyes closed
Hit the wood again…
I reminisce
Heaven’s kiss
Hit my hood again
Cruise by her old crib thinkin' 'bout what coulda' been
I miss her voice…
Envision Venus in the night sky
My dream’s vast
King at last, but I still can’t redeem the past
Fiend for cash viciously
I couldn’t keep her ass
Hit the gas and imagine when I seen her last
I hope she happy in her new house
Honeymoon, then she moved south with her new spouse
Pool house, big back yard, all of that
Tried to contact her jack
But she ain’t called me back
I’m fallin' back…
I see her face frozen in my photographs…
And think that maybe she’s the one I was supposed to have
Our chosen paths separated
Guess I hesitated too long…
Now shorty moved on…
Tell me where you been…
Tell me where you been
I had a homie who was stuck within his frame of mind
Same as mine but I figured that it’d change with time
He don’t change his grind
He just rearrange the crime
29 in his pictures postin' gang signs
Aimin' .9's
Take nine or he’ll take your shine
Instagram’ing guns
Ain’t afraid to face the time
Flee the cops
Squeeze Glocks through a t-top
His heat cocked, still hold cream…
Yo, who need rock?
A homicide took my brother, left me traumatized
So I monetize my memories far beyond the skies
World is ours
But he shotty in a stolen car…
In drive-bys, sparks fly like fallen stars
Things fall apart, pieces to the puzzle crumble
Young and humble tryna' make it through this fuckin' jungle
Huggin' bundles
Pushin' poison to our brothers' uncles
Lust for hundos, the cycle keep us in the struggle
It been a minute since I spoke with him
Ain’t seen his face
Even longer since I smoked with him
Back when I was broke with him…
Sweet aromatic cigarillos
Laid back puffin packs by the pillow, still though…
Compress chronic in my chest help me digest food for thought
See the block make us digress
Life’s test separated us through life’s quest
He drownin' without a life vest…
Tell me where you been
Tell me where you been