Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Burdened, artist - Portals.
Date of issue: 11.04.2019
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Burdened |
Nothing feels right |
I’m always constantly searching for a reason to stay alive |
Time after time |
The depression grabs a hold of me and carves me with a fucking knife |
Things will never change, I’ve always been this way |
I’m just a byproduct of young life gone to waste |
Things will never change, I’ve always been this way |
I’m just a dead man walking |
You fucking coward |
Eternal suffering, forever pained |
Why do I always have to feel this way? |
Every day just feels the same |
Always searching for a feeling that I will never regain |
I’ve spent my life wallowing in misery |
Washed up, lifeless, drowning in my apathy |
Years have been spent building up a hardened shell |
Fighting losing battles, and yet still, no one can ever tell |
This is Hell |
I am just a fucking waste |
Dead to a world that never cared for me |
A soulless being |
I never feel a thing |
Dead to a world, a world that never fucking cared for me |
Disassociation. |
The burden of a heavy mind |
Decomposing while my body still stays alive |
Rotting away. |
Still staying the same |
I’m just counting down the minutes 'til I reach my final day |
Just fucking end it all |
Withering into nothing as |
My mind slips into a haze |
Misery develops into twisted senses of normality |
And I could use the company |
But some things never change |
Forever burdened |
Forever drained |