Lyrics Blessing And A Curse - Poo Bear, Ashley Joi

Blessing And A Curse

Spent half of my life in denial
Was an ongoing trial
Already, for better or worse
Left in the hands of a jury
On the other side, oh I would go
It’s a blessing and a curse
I never understood this on me
I didn’t ask to look the way that I do
Did all this bullying derive from envy?
Was I guilty of it too?
I wasn’t dark enough to hang with those girls
But I wasn’t white enough to be red and blue
Ooh, stuck in-between me, myself and I, forced to face the truth
Spent half of my life in denial
Was an ongoing trial
Already, for better or worse
Left in the hands of a jury
On the other side, oh I would go
It’s a blessing and a curse
Got old enough to know my beauty
Brought me to places I could only imagine
And I learnt it all don’t come duty-free
Never fall on entrapment
And as much as I wish it was different
I wouldn’t have it any other way
'Cause it taught me how to pay attention, what a price to pay
Spent half of my life in denial
Was an ongoing trial
Already, for better or worse
Left in the hands of a jury
On the other side, oh I would go
It’s a blessing and a curse
Spent half of my life in denial…
It’s a blessing and a curse
Left in the hands of a jury…
It’s a blessing and a curse