Lyrics Not My Real Life - Polyenso

Not My Real Life

Say hi and smile
There isn’t anything else to see
Too bad, so sad
To lose control eternally
Stay high and I could blow away with all the leaves
So when I feel that I’m falling asleep
No need to think I’m afraid of my dreams
And I was suffering badly from the ugliness
Had me attached to the world that I see
And I was feeling unbalanced and emotionless
Sanding naked, and shaking, and weak
This is a statement to all that I live and repress
As if this life is as fake as it seems
I see the sun start to fall and I lose my finesse
I’m escaping reality
It’s not my real life
It’s not my real life
It’s not my real life
It’s not my real life
Oh my blue life is like a fragile falling leaf
You crushed it
So forget
You walked away so casually
True love
Morning dove
Stuck in the cage, and the fire is weak
So when I feel that it’s burning my feet
I’ll run away like I’m fleeing the scene
And I was hovering over on the balance beam
Sent you a signal to show what I mean
And I was polished and ready for the movie scene
As if the script was all part of my dreams
I’ve got this feeling my feelings are escaping me
I’ll leave a part of my mind with the leaves
So when I feel like I’m grinding my teeth
I’ll be alone in the room in the scene
I’ll be escaping reality
It’s not my real life
It’s not my real life
It’s not my real life
It’s not my real life