Lyrics acceptance - polearm

acceptance

I hate that I don’t understand what I mean when I’m saying that I’m so in love
with you
I know that it’s hard for the both of us, hope that you know I still fuck with
you
I know that you’re feeling indifferent about it, I wish you were proud of me
Lately, I’m doubting myself, it just hurts me that you ever doubted me
Promised myself wouldn’t cry again
You killed me once, I can’t die again
Some days I feel like I’m sad and I suck
Feels like I’m down on my luck
Ever since you went away, I feel like I can never feel right again
Tell you I miss you, you read it, I think I just fucked up my life again
I am so sick of this shit
Why can’t I just go and forget
That time that we kissd
There is an ache in my hip and
It’s all caus I carry these feelings
I’m counting my blessings
Always said I am the villain
I hope that one day I’m forgiven
I’m feeling the tension
I’m still making songs 'bout depression
And this just another confession
Smile on my face but I swear that it’s not what it seems
Never switch up for these hoes, it’s you that I need
You just need to love yourself, don’t worry bout me
You just need to love yourself, don’t worry bout me