Lyrics My Own Disorder - Poem

My Own Disorder

Hey you failed and now you have to pay
For everything you got against me
Inside my hate and my regret
For let your will to overtake me
Fed up!
fake excuses no more
Kill you for my sanity
I hear your screaming and your cry
I’m planning now my saviour’s revenge
Again, afraid of myself
God, my soul is weak
It took so long for me to learn
That it was wrong to hide between
Two minds that live for a kill
Now my body feels safe
I’m trapped in my own disorder
Take my wooden heart
My differences, my empathy
And lock it up behind the bars
I wanna breathe what you feel
Now my body feels safe
I’m trapped in my own disorder
Wait for my death to bring the most
Of agony and terror to you
Raving pain, erosion of my soul
The key to hold me trapped inside you
Failing, steal away my control
Relieving pain once again
I hear your screaming and your cry
I’m planning now my saviour’s revenge
Again, afraid of myself
God, My soul is weak
It took so long for me to learn
That it was wrong to hide between
Two minds that live for a kill
Now my body feels safe
I’m trapped in my own disorder
Take my wooden heart
My differences, my empathy
And lock it up behind the bars
I wanna breathe what you feel
Now my body feel safe
I’m trapped in my own disorder
Now you’re breathless for me
My vengeance to you is disorder
Don’t cry it’s over