| And I’ve woken up screaming every night since
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| My boyfriend beside me worried out of his head
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| Been here before, so familiar dread
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| And I’m holding on to everything
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| Sleepless nights give way to restless thoughts
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| And those are the nights that I can’t let go at all
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| Still see what I see and no one here believes
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| And I wish I, wish I done it differently
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| Lord I know this year’s been hard
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| Sometimes life just lays it all
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| Finding faults in the dark
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| Won’t help anyone
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| And I wish I, wish I’ve been in her place
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| But I was pushed out of the way
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| Screaming faces
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| Well there’s a darkness here hanging over us all
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| Sometimes I drink, sometimes I fall
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| And I’m holding on to it all
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| Lord I know this year’s been hard
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| Sometimes life just lays it all
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| Finding faults in the dark
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| Won’t help anyone
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| And I wish I, wish I’ve been in her place
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| But I was pushed out of the way
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| And I’m holding on, holding on
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| I’m still holding on, holding on
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| And I wish I, wish I’ve been in her place
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| But I was pushed out of the way
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| And I wish I, wish I’ve been in her place
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| But I was pushed out of the way
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| Wish I, wish I seen her face
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| But I was pushed out of the way |