| There’s no heart in the men who run these mountain bars
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| All love extinguished by location and cold fronts
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| Dogs in the parking lot surround the car for scraps of affection
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| For eyes not glazed over like black ice
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| Thousands of kilometres of roughage and terracotta roofs
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| Horizons replaced by horizons
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| We run the belly of rainclouds between madrid and valencia
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| With the radio tuned into the weather we don’t have
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| St christopher drowns crossing the river
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| Firs blown onto the windscreen disperse like a pack of tiny black birds
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| Service stations are watched over from the hills by shepherds
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| Who spend all their days flooded by thought
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| A deafening meditation
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| The cowbells, like bloody church alarms
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| Smashing the silence of grass, of the air
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| I am interviewed in a sleepy bar by a girl who wants me to explain
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| «The warmth of nostalgia,» incensed that i «glamourise sadness»
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| And after seven hours on the road
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| I have lost all defences — they are roadkill, torn up, gutted
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| At night, tiny red beacons crown lonely antennas
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| Everywhere is shepherded in the absence of gods
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| Cities spoil everything
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| That there is somewhere to go and something to do
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| When the partition between sleep
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| And awake in the back of the van features such happy accidents
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| Hazed dreams in an unfocused super 8 mm
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| On rainy nights, we are docked in the harbour of circular ballrooms
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| Playing to the shadows, playing to revolving mirrorballs
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| Our harbours are in brandy glasses
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| Our music is swilled
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| In hostels, fourth floor, bare rooms but for a bed and a sink
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| We stare vacant at sleeping guitars
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| Wndering how many fucks and violence
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| And drugs have intervalled us staring at sleeping guitars
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| And the taps can’t be turned off
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| And there’s suspect movement on the stairwell
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| Small pictures of boats in storms
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| Watches and money in our shoes
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| We wake up and the building is still there
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| And we’re still in it, like miserable captains |