Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Sinner Pt. 4, artist - Phora. Album song With Love 2, in the genre Рэп и хип-хоп
Date of issue: 05.11.2020
Age restrictions: 18+
Record label: Phora
Song language: English
Sinner Pt. 4 |
I write this song as this gun is in my hand loaded |
Tear running down my face, feel so damn hopeless |
Wonder would my mom miss me? |
Would my dad notice? |
'Cause this pressure’s getting heavy and I can’t hold it |
No faith in people’s loyalty, they damn motives |
So I bottle all my issues 'til I drown choking |
Lord, I know it’s been a while since we’ve last spoken |
I just hope You forgive me for the path chosen |
All this pain inside my heart, I had the drugs numb it |
Rather die by my own hands and run from it |
In the shadows, now the snakes are moving all around |
Gave 'em all my love to find out nothing really comes from it (Comes from it) |
I see I’m the villain they painted |
I try to understand why they hurtin', they hatin' me |
«The good die young,"now that’s a hell of a statement |
Because the sinner does too, how the fuck can you play me? |
Look |
If I look inside the mirror, I’m an empty shell |
'Cause my soul been broken if you couldn’t tell |
All the ones I gave my love left me dyin' |
Abandoned, feelin' cold, if you look closely, it’s really Hell |
Every time I close my eyes, I see my death |
A bullet to my head or a rope around my neck |
Or maybe it’s the way that I’ve been treated |
World is evil, all those traumas cuttin' deep like a knife inside my chest, but |
You couldn’t see the picture that I painted for you |
My blood is in these brush strokes, truly |
All these trust issues from the way these people use me |
I hear the Devil dancin' in my mind now |
My heart’s empty and I don’t know how to cry now |
They’ll never know what I feel inside |
There’s nowhere for me to hide |
And I’m just not scared to die now |
Still see the pain in my eyes, but sometimes I don’t feel alive, yeah |
And now the tears don’t fall 'cause the sinners don’t cry |
Still see the pain in my eyes, but sometimes I don’t feel alive, yeah |
And now the tears don’t fall 'cause the sinners don’t cry |
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh |
And now the tears don’t fall 'cause the sinners don’t cry |
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh |
And now the tears don’t fall 'cause the sinners don’t cry |
Yeah, trust get you killed, love get you hurt |
Bein' real get you hated, tell me what it’s worth |
Pain in my heart, blood on my shirt |
When it comes to suffering, I’ve been through the worst |
I haven’t seen me in the mirror in like five years |
Maybe it’s just 'cause I’m scared of facin' my fears |
And people say they love me, but it’s quite clear |
I feel more loved from the people in my nightmares |
Sick of bein' frowned on, sick of bein' used |
Sick of bein' stepped on, sick of tryna prove |
Prove I’m good enough, but I just never am to you |
I was born with nothing, tell me, how much can I lose? |
Yeah |
If you really wanna know me, I’ll you the truth |
I’m a sinner who took hope from the pain in his youth |
But my childhood trauma is not an excuse |
For this alcohol and all of these drugs I abuse |
The worst part is, I don’t even feel numb |
The person that I am is who you fear that I’ve become |
Taste the Devil on the lips and the liquor on the tongue |
Every time I start to feel okay is when I run |
And life isn’t reality 'til you’re alone |
In a dark room askin' why nowhere is home |
You called, but I ain’t have the heart to pick up the phone |
The aunts are cryin', tellin' you that I’m already gone |
I’m tired of waitin' and searchin' for the sun (Oh-oh) |
Why should I keep on hopin' when it’s never gonna come |
It’s been midnight my whole life, be morning when it’s done |
I stopped believin' in myself and put my faith into this gun and |
I’ll never really know if I could trust again |
Might be easier for me to take my life instead |
So I cock back this gun and point it to my head |
Pull the trigger quick and hope one day I’ll get to try again |
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh) |
Tears don’t fall 'cause the sinners don’t cry |
Still see the pain in my eyes (Oh-oh), but sometimes I don’t feel alive |
(Oh-oh-oh), yeah |
And now the tears don’t fall 'cause the sinners don’t cry |
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh |
And now the tears don’t fall 'cause the sinners don’t cry |
Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh |
And now the tears don’t fall 'cause the sinners don’t cry |
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh) |