| Why I feel like I’ve been in this place before
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| I just can’t take no more
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| I just can’t smile like I’m still me, I just can’t fake no more
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| I try to be all I can but that wasn’t enough for them
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| We can’t find love so we replace it with these drugs again
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| I drink from this bottle dog it’s my only friend
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| I’m so scared to be alone again
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| Fake smile on my face
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| I just can’t keep pretending like I don’t pretend
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| And my little homie’s doing twenty-five
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| If God exists why he never try
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| To show us that this life is more than pain
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| 'Cause is hard to live when you’re dead inside
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| And they say I’m worthless cause I ain’t a Christian
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| Like turn a church into a fucking business
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| They killed Jehovah, didn’t leave a witness
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| And these preachers crooked as these politicians
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| Politics, religion, I don’t see the difference
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| They crucify me cause I’m speaking different
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| Who the fuck are they to judge?
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| Tell me who are you to criticize the way I’m living
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| 40 ounces for the pain
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| I ain’t been the same since I’ve seen my pops cry
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| I might be light skin to you
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| But I’m still a nigga in the cops eyes (Cops eyes)
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| They ain’t stopping til' we all die
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| Mama, I just hope you understand
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| I just couldn’t take the pressure
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| Mama, see I tried my best to be a better man
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| And you might know my story dawg
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| But you won’t ever know my pain
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| And she was all I needed
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| Now this bottle is my Novocaine
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| Trying not to go insane now
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| Trying not to go insane now
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| Trying not to go insane
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| They say lately I ain’t been the same (Lately I ain’t been the same, yeah)
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| But they won’t ever know my pain (Know my pain)
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| And I know lately, I ain’t been the same (Lately I ain’t been the same)
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| I just never really show my pain, my pain (Show my pain, my pain)
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| Yeah, man I can’t feel nothing no more
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| Fake love don’t cut it no more
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| Homie, I’ve been drinking so much
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| Nothing staying in my stomach no more
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| I can’t even feel the pain inside
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| I can’t keep living in a lie
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| Yeah, I might be breathing just like everybody else
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| But I still don’t feel alive
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| Every night man, I hear a pistol poppin'
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| Make me feel like God ain’t really watching
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| Watch out for the snakes, they steady plottin'
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| They wanna put you in a cage or in a coffin'
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| Now a days, these cops just wanna kill
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| No love in the streets, don’t wanna feel
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| What I felt when I heard my lil' brother passed
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| I’ll never get him back
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| But yo I still, know his soul is still roamin' on the streets
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| Now I just hope he’s watching over me
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| Now I just keep on praying
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| I’ve been trynna' talk to God but these demons never leave
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| I know I lost myself along the way
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| I was just too scared to fade away
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| Now they all keep begging me to stay
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| But I can’t be here another day
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| So I drink from this bottle til' I feel numb again
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| I’ve been tempted by these drugs again
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| I know I ain’t been the same
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| Momma told me she just wanna see her son again
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| I just wanna see her smile again
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| I don’t ever wanna see her cry
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| So I lie and say that I’m okay
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| But, I’ve been plottin' on my suicide
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| And you might know my story dawg
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| But you won’t ever know my pain
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| And she was all I needed
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| Now this bottle is my novocaine
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| Trying not to go insane now
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| Trying not to go insane now
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| Trying not to go insane
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| They say lately I ain’t been the same (Lately I ain’t been the same, yeah)
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| But they won’t ever know my pain (Know my pain)
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| And I know lately, I ain’t been the same (Lately, I ain’t been the same)
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| But I just never really show my pain, my pain (Show my pain, my pain)
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| I just don’t show my pain (Show my pain) |