| Ayo, I used to wanna be the toughest kid on the block
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| Till I found out the toughest kid always gets shot
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| I used to wanna make a mill pushin that rock
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| Till I found out the big timers always got caught
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| I used to wanna be the OG tellin a tale
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| Til I found out they only up dead or in jail
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| I was Lost and confused searchin for somebody to be
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| Till I realized that person I was searchin for was me
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| Look, as of right now I’m writing rhymes in this notebook
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| Scheming on making ways to make a mil, without giving my soul up
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| & Split it with the cats that had nothing but love to show us
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| In hopes that I never have to watch my nigga bag that coke up
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| Just to make a buck to put some food in his belly
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| I ain’t worried about the rumors or the bullshit they tell me
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| Cause me & my niggas, yeah we tryna eat
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| We tryna get that, never sleep & never sit back
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| Talk is cheap so quit the chit chat
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| If you ain’t got the flow you gotta go
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| If you & I suppose, you’re gonna need a thousand up front for me to rock a show
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| nigga
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| Tellin' you I’m bout my busy
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| I’m learnin' to forgive all the dirt that everyones did me
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| Simply cause I’m just tryna learn to love before they kill me
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| I don’t do this for myself, this for everyone that’s with me
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| I just wanna be remembered when my time is up
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| Not as a G, not as a thug, cause homie I ain’t tough
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| Just remember me for everything I tried to tell you
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| Cause when I’m gone It’ll make sense but I don’t wanna fail you
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| So I try my best to try & stay alive
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| But it’s hard when the cats that wanna take your life know where your family
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| resides
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| Mama tells me stay inside, but I fear no man but god
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| So I’m out every day & night
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| I show up in my enemy’s city, tasting my faith
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| Hoping I don’t lose my life so I bow my head & I pray
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| Cause if my time comes then it was meant to come
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| But when everything said & done
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| All I ask of you is dont forget the love
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| I used to wanna be the toughest kid on the block
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| Till I found out the toughest kid always gets shot
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| I used to wanna make a mill pushin that rock
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| Till I found out the big timers always got caught
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| I used to wanna be the OG tellin a tale
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| Til I found out they only up dead or in jail
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| I was Lost and confused searchin for somebody to be
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| Till I realized that person I was searchin for was me |