| Thinking back, it seems that I Can lie beside you as I never truly did,
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| In afterglow —
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| No afterwords at all.
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| Only writing love songs when it’s gone and dead;
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| Only paying words out: strings of half-forgotten sentiments…
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| I mean…
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| I meant…
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| I never really quite could say the way it was.
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| The first time that we met I said 'I bet that she’s the one',
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| But I was talking to myself then, as always.
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| As time went by our steps entwined, unwritten lines drew taut
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| And I tried to find a way to make it all safe…
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| Into the play — what a production! |
| -
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| Into the days and ever more suction:
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| You hold me close, but hold me farther
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| Away from yourself — I make me a martyr,
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| For pain and love go hand in hand…
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| And hand in hand go you and my friend,
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| You are his and I am yours and just cannot evade you;
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| My days a dream, my nights unseemly,
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| Stolen moments all I live for,
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| But theft is no way to persuade you
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| To come with me, leave him behind you;
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| My hurtful eyes try to remind you
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| It’s all I can do to keep from screaming
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| 'I love you, I love you!' |
| - I wish I was dreaming,
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| But the steps we take all leave footprints…
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| Sooner or later the whole thing will be blown:
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| You will leave him or I’ll be left here, alone.
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| Either way someone loses someone
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| But I won’t mind that, I just would quite like to know
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| Who we love the most — I guess that’s ourselves.
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| The days are strange, at night we’re strangers,
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| Lie in bed and lie inside our heads,
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| We come no closer than as dancers.
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| Your eyes are change, your presence danger,
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| Won’t look me in the face and yet you
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| Kiss and make up the answer
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| To all the questions that fly unanswered, unreasoned —
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| Death in the sky, death in the season.
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| If you leave me now, it might nearly kill me…
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| Remember me?
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| Remember we three?
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| It all seemed so important at the time,
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| We came so close to wrecking all our lives,
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| And now it’s all just song lines.
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| Time heals,
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| Time heals —
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| Oh, but I still bear the weals.
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| Thinking back, it seems that I Can lie beside you as I never truly did,
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| In afterglow —
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| No afterwords at all.
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| Only writing love songs when it’s gone and dead;
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| Only paying words out: strings of half-forgotten sentiments…
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| I mean…
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| I meant…
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| I never really quite could say the way it was. |