Lyrics II - Perfect Pussy

II

I was understood to be living
I existed only when seen, so I died of self-importance
I killed the parts of me that still wanted things
I tremble with no desire, I need nothing
In loss, I discovered completion
In having things stolen I found that I had more than ever
In the absence of everything, I found all things
And I understood myself
So I understood nothing
So I stopped questioning
So I stopped questioning
All things pass through me
I’m a tough boy, wild and innocent and dangerous as hell
I’m awake and awakening
I am here and I have died
I have died
I killed the parts of me that said that I know
I killed off all the parts that keep me awake
I’ll die a thousand times to prove that I’m living
I’ll kiss myself to prove that I’m not afraid of snakes
Nothing shakes me any more;
I’m tough now, baby
Really, I have lost all feeling
And I’ve lost all desire for feeling
And I can’t thank you enough