| All thoughts wet gray and ugly my mind misunderstood
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| I see the wind rip through me I’d feel it if I could
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| Wake some days and feel like life is not for me
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| I hold my head low and slowly fall down to my knees
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| Venom inside, unconscious seed
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| Laughing obscenely it’s telling me
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| My head’s on fire and all I see
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| Is this black sky
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| Shake in desperation I jump at every sound
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| Throw my face into my hands
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| My body’s hit the ground
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| How can this all be over, where will I go from here
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| My mind’s creation
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| Suffering revelations writhe around in fear
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| Venom inside a poison seed
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| Laughing obscenely it sickens me
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| My head’s on fire now I see
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| My life a lie
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| Ravaging decay in the face of the living
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| Piece of rotting slow, drifting
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| Hiding, hungry, weak and aging man
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| …please help me up from this place I’ve been
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| Each moment I’m here, I’m in too deep
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| And I die a little more
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| My mind was blind but now I see
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| The devil inside was a poison seed
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| Can’t kill my soul, only deceive
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| Brought back to life and now I’m free
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| My life is alive… |