| Being far beyond driven has driven me far beyond
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| Anything that I envisioned, I got my tickets, I’m gone
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| Now it’s on, im drawn to the music Pros and the cons
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| Landing at JFK and haters standing on the lawn
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| Drinking the same 40oz, same stories all the time
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| He can rap, but he’s too busy, He’s living a life of crime
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| Never held his own, he’s Al Capone inside his own mind
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| Paranoid and bugging Thinks they listen on his phone line
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| Focus on my own grind, the feeling is good
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| It’s a shame to come back and see him still in the hood
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| See, some homies went to college, others signed up for the navy
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| And that girl that had potential, you can find her with a baby
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| Kid’s daddy is missing, A loser with no ambition
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| Seems like time’s frozen, He’s stuck in the same position
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| And You can catch him tweaking in his house with a gun
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| And he ain’t left the block since 2001
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| See, a dude I used to know, He’s got 45 kids
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| Struggled to handle biz, He’s barely filling his fridge
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| Catch him at the liquor store trying to bum a cig |
| But if you hear him tell it, he’s always doing it big
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| Save it for the bitches you’re trying to run game on
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| His baby mom’s a chick they used to all run a train on
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| Gonorrhea Flame on, Burning to take a piss
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| Got her name on his neck, tatted next to her lips
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| Ain’t that a trip? |
| Years go by, letting him slip
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| Still cruising by the high school to check out the chicks
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| The homie’s 26, still using the dirty tricks
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| In his girl’s car, Radio up, bumping the system
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| Wait for the bell to ring to find himself a victim
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| Girls, don’t be distracted by the image and the looks
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| It’s harder to carry babies than it is to carry books
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| Up in Mid-City, California, 1981
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| Sycamore Avenue, right off La Brea and Washington
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| You see, it wasn’t that fun
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| Watching people smoke crack from the barrel of a gun
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| I seen this one dude do someone foul
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| Someone killed him and cut off his dick and straight left it in his mouth
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| I know that shit sound wild, and for the
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| Next 10 years I had to walk by the house
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| I used to get lectured everyday by the neighborhood |
| Wino, He ended up disappearing or dying far as
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| I know, My neighbor used to smoke rocks
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| And he used to try to break in my car a whole lot
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| One time, he broke into my ride and ended up
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| Getting me for my Blaupunkt, I thought I locked the door. |
| but I must’ve forgot
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| one
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| And I’m so motherfucking dumb, yo
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| But that’s the norm where I come from
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| I was a church kid, which means I would be
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| Outside of mass selling Mexican sweet breads, like a merch kid
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| And yo, I most definitely wasn’t the worst kid
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| But people talked about my parents being poor like we weren’t
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| Worth shit, That’s why I had to prove them wrong, though
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| That’s why I had to do more with my self then attend Rio Hondo
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| And straight smoking on this chrondo
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| Over 20 years of music and now its on though |