| I don’t want you to look at me while I’m shedding
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| Skin. |
| I can’t afford for you to see what’s inside me.
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| I’d rather shoot myself than have you watch me. |
| I Feel you’d steal my skin to try and wear me.
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| I was betrayed, one more day of my short life. |
| You were
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| Carried away. |
| You had no shame. |
| To suffocate my being.
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| I was me, but you weren’t you. |
| You were sticking to me like
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| a scab… so I peeled you away, and bled for days. |
| Then
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| Stepped out of myself.
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| I’m shedding skin, changing within, I’m falling in.
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| Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside.
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| I’m shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem.
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| I created the end, I’m killing a friend. |
| I’m shedding my skin.
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| I don’t think you belong in here, I feel I’m sick. |
| Don’t ask because
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| You know damn well where I’ve been. |
| I’ve kept a simple
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| Woman through the thick and thin. |
| But I’ve found the guts
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| to sever from my Siamese twin.
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| I throw you away. |
| Everyday. |
| A dead part of life. |
| Strangling
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| back. |
| Seething black. |
| In between my longing for torture.
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| Blood on my face that came from your face. |
| The mix
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| Of kissing and bleeding. |
| I put you away. |
| I shut you away.
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| I pissed you away. |
| I threw you away.
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| I’m shedding skin, changing within, I’m falling in.
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| Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside.
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| I’m shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem.
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| I created the end, I’m killing a friend. |
| I’m shedding my skin.
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| You’re fucking, and sucking. |
| You’re friendless. |
| It’s endless.
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| Your flower has soured. |
| It’s endless. |
| You’re friendless.
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| It’s harder. |
| And stronger. |
| But no one’s been inside you longer.
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| Or harder. |
| Or deeper. |
| To get you off, you need the fear.
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| It’s never love. |
| Bloody touch. |
| Broken wrist. |
| Needle rust.
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| Choking throat. |
| Swallowed teeth. |
| Head fuck. |
| No peace.
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| I’m shedding my skin to peel you off of me.
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| You’ve got to love me.
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| Ornament. |
| Shrunken head. |
| Playtoy. |
| Snake strike. |
| Poisonous.
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| Syphillis. |
| Drenched me. |
| Soaked me.
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| I’m shedding my skin to drain you out of me.
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| You’ve got to hate me. |