Lyrics Pushed Aside - Panic Lift

Pushed Aside

I kept my thoughts buried in side
An impulse that came naturally
Sometimes I feel true self has died
And I’ve replace him with abnormalities
And I can’t feel safe anymore
And I can’t feel pain anymore
There’s just this hole that’s deep inside
A place my soul used to reside
And when you went away
You took what’s left inside
What part of me remained
Has all been pushed aside
And I never told you then
What I’m about to say right now
That you were right to leave
And I just figured that out now
So much of my anger written down
It was all misplace hostility
At night I drove streets up and down
Trying to accept that reality
More lines
More time
More red eyes
The sunrise seemed like my enemy
Trashed life
Trashed songs
Kill this away
It’s time to change my reality
Don’t look back
Never look back