Lyrics September - P.MO, Mike Squires

September

I can hear the rain on my window
I can feel your pain when you tip-toe
I’ll go down in flames ‘fore I let this go
When it rains, those are the days I find short
I always wonder why September made me sad
And why I wish for things that I can never have
And why I’d rather write to beats then be in class
So, when I said this was my dream why did everybody laugh?
And why they lean on me when they know I’m 'bout to collapse
And why they speak on me when they don’t know all the facts
And why they think they know me when they don’t know the half
Like how my dad been working 12 hour days
And how my mom work two jobs, still underpaying
Work till I make it, everybody waited
Thank you for your patience
Thank you for good vibrations
I need all my dinners like championship banquets
No days off and the roadway long
It was Wednesday in September when I wrote this song
Feels like I don’t belong, I sit in my room alone
I’m withdrawn, I’m withdrawn
You gon' miss me when I’m gone
I can hear the rain on my window
I can feel your pain when you tip-toe
I’ll go down in flames ‘fore I let this go
When it rains, those are the days I find short
There they go with all that talking on my timeline
There you go with all your worries, I said I’m fine
Too proud to ever tell you when I’m down, and
Why they look to me when I’m the one that’s drowning
Not good for my mental health, my brain is feeling cloudy
They said they can’t believe the way the new records been sounding
Still I can’t breathe and my hearts forever pounding
Make me want it more every second that you doubt me
I’ve been up, I’ve been down
Don’t know where I’m at now
Maybe somewhere in the middle
Thought you’d care just a little
Not even a little bit, knew me since we little kids
Say I started changing, why I’m acting different
Can’t let you get in my way
Don’t think you know what you doing to me
I just want to be happy, I just want it so badly
Take my family to Cali, all the days I’ve been planning
Know I said it but you still don’t understand me
I can hear the rain on my window
I can feel your pain when you tip-toe
I’ll go down in flames ‘fore I let this go
When it rains, those are the days I find short
The lights are low, the nights are cold, I’d rather be alone
I can feel your pain even when you tip-toe
I can hear the rain crashing on my window
It’s nice to know I won’t be alone, the lights keep going
I can hear the rain on my window
I can feel your pain when you tip-toe
I’ll go down in flames ‘fore I let this go
When it rains, those are the days I find short
I can hear the rain on my window
I can feel your pain when you tip-toe
I’ll go down in flames ‘fore I let this go
When it rains, those are the days I find short