Lyrics Loss - Osiah, Jason Evans

Loss

White sand and lilac snow
Insults my eyes, I miss the meadows
I fear my beautiful dreams
For they take me back to when my spirit was free
These memories, they rip away at me
I fear my beautiful dreams
They take me back, gift me my memories
I fear my beautiful dreams
They take me back, but I’d rather forget
Head trauma, amnesia
I bite on the heels of my captor
If only for a second he would lose his cool and break
He’d cave my head in true, save me from the torture that’s due
If I didn’t die, god forbid I would survive
Then the brainless husk would inevitably take my place
You take it for granted
The will to survive
You take it for granted
Till you’re yearning to die
Cold hearts don’t thaw
I’m lonely forever
In this world of pain
Your emotions will drag you down
Makes it harder to disassociate