Translation of the song lyrics Killed in Kyoto - Original God

Killed in Kyoto (original)

The doctors all tell me what’s wrong with my brain
But I can’t love myself if you force me to change
They’re shoving pills down my throat saying it’d numb the pain
But if I love you I would never wish the same
I don’t want to live if I’m somebody else
I spent so many years always hating myself
I would rather love me regardless of my minds health
'Cause this is the only me that’ll ever walk this living hell
And I’ve learned to appreciate my life once I fell
She’s an angel, but Lucifer was as well
And I’ve learned to appreciate my life once I fell
She’s an angel, but Lucifer was as well
It only takes a moment to turn someone’s heart rotten
It took me years to change and still the pain haven’t forgotten
美しい嘘もつけずに透明な人に憧れてめを塞いで見えた物わ冬に落ちた夢の匂い
Raijin
かぜに触れたらさらわれるかな
秘密に咲いたスロウモウション
がかなか
かぜに触れたらさらわれるかな
秘密に咲いたスロウモウション
がかなか

(translation)

The doctors all tell me what's wrong with my brain
But I can't love myself if you force me to change
They're shoving pills down my throat saying it'd numb the pain
But if I love you I would never wish the same
I don't want to live if I'm somebody else
I spent so many years always hating myself
I would rather love me regardless of my minds health
'Cause this is the only me that'll ever walk this living hell
And I've learned to appreciate my life once I fell
She's an angel, but Lucifer was as well
And I've learned to appreciate my life once I fell
She's an angel, but Lucifer was as well
It only takes a moment to turn someone's heart rotten
It take me years to change and still the pain haven't forgotten
I can't even tell a lie, longing for a transparent person
Raijin
If I touch a cold, will I be taken away?
Slow motion bloomed in secret
It's hard
If I touch a cold, will I be taken away?
Slow motion bloomed in secret
It's hard