
Date of issue: 10.07.2000
Record label: Relapse
Song language: English
Infliction |
My life’s scars run so deep, deep as in before birth |
Some things just won’t ever change, feed myself some more pain |
Bad memories of childhood corrupting innocence |
Not teaching me, misleading me, leaving me on my own |
Why questioning? |
No answering, this shit’s just so fucked up |
Ignoring my own personal self characteristics |
Why no one was there to look after me, torn in between myself |
Lost everything taken away from me, words they can’t hear |
Deaf to hear |
Born out of somebody’s audacity, not given a fair chance |
Lies spoken in words that I do not know, pain teaching me |
Suffering |
I can’t ignore my feelings, my own hostility |
Wearing my hate on my face, look into my eyes |
How in the world could you take care of me? |
You could not care for you |
I’m left with these horrible memories, time easing me, freeing me |
Rise out of my conscious supression and ask what the fuck? |
What for? |
Truth wakes in me from my experience, laugh wondering |
What it means |
Do not create so blindly, better your offerings |
Lives are at stake, don’t deny us the future |
Powers beyond in our hands, ask yourself what it means |
Never forget to look deep, finding thyself |
Laws I was rebornwith, God-like in character |
Choice to create, I will not make that choice |
Severing of my blood, extinction of my flesh |
By my own hand, I can’t deceive myself |
Childhood wars, I suffered through them, my institution |
Some pain will last, like time unchanged |
Cannot forget, lost in illusion, trapped in confusion |
Stress overwhelms my peace of mind |
I was born from demons, from souls so far from peace |
Ask where they came from, woke with them, spoke with them |
They too came from demons, where can we all find peace? |
Life should mean so much more, peace will come when we sleep |
To live is to suffer tragically |
My life is complete hell, infliction |
I know I am not alone, suffering |
We all have our own shit, infliction |
Grasping of all meaning inside myself, what we must all endure |
Constant awakening of what my spirit brings |
Breathe from my strength, child of ignorance |
Living in infliction, multiplied misery |
Just part of birth, this is the consequence |
What do I ask myself? |
This shit’s just got to change |
Some pain will last, living in infliction |
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Saligia | 2011 |
Swarm | 2011 |
Expulsion Of Fury | 2011 |
Finite | 2008 |
Conceiving Death | 2011 |
Mithridatic | 2017 |
Disease Called Man | 2024 |
Evolution Of Extinction | 2011 |
Purtagory | 2011 |
Antithesis | 2008 |
Consequence Of Solution | 2011 |
Fornever | 2011 |
Algorithm | 2008 |
Wrath of Vishnu | 2008 |
You Fail! | 2011 |
Consuming Misery | 2008 |
Committed | 2011 |
Banishing Illusion | 2011 |
All Things Dead | 2014 |