| Two weeks before my old man busted up in her
|
| My moms never walked slow
|
| Now she smoke cracksit backand listen to talk shows
|
| I hope she donЂ™t eat pork fried rice tonight
|
| Seethe cholesterol already got my arteries tight
|
| I might select even before she injects her lethal chemicals
|
| To wrap the umbilical cords around my neck
|
| ShitIЂ™m pissinЂ™ in the abdomen
|
| Two and a half weeks oldalready thoughts of stabbinЂ™ men
|
| UnravelinЂ™ plots and plans for thievinЂ™ and shit
|
| Immune to the gospelnot believinЂ™ in shit
|
| Where the fuck do I go from here?
|
| Cuz when the afterbirth disperse itЂ™s hard to persevere
|
| I swear I canЂ™t fuck with it
|
| She hits about two packs of cigarettes a day and IЂ™m stuck with it
|
| The asthmaticinternally scarred from crack addicts
|
| Who share needles outside in the rain on kraftmatics
|
| And laugh at it
|
| I guess for them it seems funny but soon
|
| I be the nigga who kills for petty money presume
|
| Inside this temple of doom we throw the womb
|
| I bloom to be emitted in juneconsidered a coon
|
| LivinЂ™ my life incomplete though
|
| On the edge of destructioninvetro
|
| IЂ™d rather not be born
|
| Than to be scorned in this world of hate
|
| Where life escape me and stick me like thorn
|
| Wild like child porn
|
| -ographythe autobi of the unborn
|
| Verse two
|
| Overshadowed in darkness where curiosity is my light
|
| Fear it but very coherent that thereЂ™s a fifty percent chance that I might
|
| Not make it in spite of the factitЂ™s my life
|
| And canЂ™t take itknowinЂ™ that IЂ™m losinЂ™ this fight
|
| To contradiction
|
| The love with the hatred inviting friction
|
| Umbilically inflictedwatchinЂ™ my life go down like christion
|
| Understand mommy dearest is confused right now
|
| But my faith brings us through somewaysomehow
|
| From now I vow to invest the livinЂ™bow only to god
|
| The cokeЂ™s tokes and tell-lie-vision violence already got me scarred
|
| Disregard what the devil allowed on my set
|
| This cityЂ™s number one threathuh
|
| Bet I could probably run for mayor on some shit like that one day
|
| Or get my hustle onjust like my dadquiet as kept for the long stay
|
| Flow as a positive form to first step
|
| I want some friends and a ill-ass fuckinЂ™ neighbourhood rep
|
| 600 benz gooseneck with a nakamichi system in it
|
| Graduated from a rookierolled-up windows tinted
|
| Desire presented for ice creambig wheelslocal rented movies
|
| From power rangerslion kingtoy story and goonies
|
| But the bombat least thatЂ™s what I heard
|
| Beyond my 9 to 5Ђ™s I write a dope rap song
|
| But with your insides gone the vision is frail
|
| Dreams canЂ™t set sail
|
| From all that unprotected sex and cold ballantyne ales
|
| Oh wellI still prevailGod always has something in store for me
|
| Outside this hellmove on
|
| Torn in the eyes of allahscorned when the dawn distortion upon
|
| My abortion clinic visit in the morn
|
| IЂ™d rather be bornshine as the true and livinЂ™
|
| Spawned to live this gift to the fullestshit is on
|
| Still rethinkinЂ™ my position until IЂ™m gone
|
| Mission is to elevate mind
|
| Glistendestined foreverweather the storm |