| Yeah, somedays I don’t leave my room
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| Sometimes I feel so depressed
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| Put this all into my music, I’m tryna give you my best
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| The pressure is weighing a ton
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| I wanted to make you all proud
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| I wanted to give you an anthem
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| Something that you could turn loud
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| When everything is too much and you don’t think that you can go another day
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| When you at your limit and just 'bout to give in and sick of pretending that
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| you’re okay
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| I know what it can be like to hurt
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| Telling yourself it won’t ever change
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| Cling to a bottle at 4 in the morning attempting to drink away all the pain
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| The more I grow up, I’ve been cutting size
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| This industry full of some fucking lies
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| How can I feel anything you saying when most of your songs you don’t even write?
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| All of my songs are a piece of me
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| I’m writing down stories I’ve lived, this
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| This is way more than just music
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| See, writing this music’s the reason I lived 'em
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| I’m finally alive
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| I used to wake up and work 9 to 5
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| They used to laugh at my records and all of my efforts until I would wanna go
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| die
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| But who laughing now? |
| This ain’t a flex
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| This is me humbly saying I’m blessed
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| This is my spilling my guts on the track
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| Ripping my heart that’s beating in my chest
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| That will not switch, always be real
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| I’m not controlled, want no part of your deal
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| Spend every day of my life in the studio 'cause it’s the only way I know to heal
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| I will not lose, stay up all night
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| I will not lose, say that shit twice
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| I’ve given everything I have to give
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| Pour out my story inside of a mic, for this I would die
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| I will not lose
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| I will not!
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| Lose
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| «It's much more than music, man—I feel your music. |
| I just don’t hear it,
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| I feel it.»
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| «I just listen to your music and it calms me to know that I’m not as alone as I
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| sometimes believe to be.»
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| «Even when no one else was there for me, your music was.»
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| «Your music is so relatable and I, there’s not that many artists out there that
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| we can relate to nowadays.»
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| «I can’t go a day without listening to your music.»
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| «Your music captures everything I feel and puts it into words.»
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| «Thanks so much for your music, from Montreal.»
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| «You've changed the way I’ve thought, you’ve changed the way I live my life.»
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| «I don’t know you; |
| you don’t know me, but your music saved me.»
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| And I might not be the greatest artist that’s ever lived
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| The best rapper or best singer with platinum hits
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| But at least I stood for something real, and I’m proud that I did
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| So go ahead, tell me all of my record shit
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| That I won’t make it, I’ve heard it all a million times
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| But I keep pushing, I see the vision within these lines
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| A lot of days I spent losing
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| Guess it helped me make something much more than… music
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| And man, it’s—bro, it’s been a long, crazy ride. |
| And I’m so glad to be a part
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| of a team somehow. |
| With all that being said, I appreciate everything you’re
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| doing—and we’ll talk real soon, buddy. |
| Take care |