
Date of issue: 08.12.2016
Record label: Flower Girl
Song language: English
Pulpit |
i have been waking up with blood in my mouth most days. |
chocking on the metallic taste that coats my tongue. |
can’t remeber if i promised today would hr the last, if so i lied. |
That infinitesimal moment of my true thoughts will fade. |
Overcome by my need for you. |
I am a lie. |
I am a sickness. |
I am decaying. |
I feel the life pouring from my veins, |
as I so feverishly try to shock life back into them, |
The way you so effortlessly did. |
Maybe I should just end this here. |
I wish that the promise of learning |
from their example would die on my lips, |
So that my words bear weight again. |
My sanity won’t let me count how many I’ve lost. |
Content only counting hours. |
Carefully planning, facing no aspect of life. |
As beautiful as this hole is, I need to climb out. |
The first time i contemplated death, I was 13. |
took a knife from my kitchen counter, |
I did not know hot to perceive this. |
After eight, nine years of dealing with these thoughts |
I couldn’t comprehend why i was feeling this way. |
For the longest time i contemplated death as the only escape |
and the only way to make myself rid of the feelings i have felt. |
I’ve lost to many friends to feel that way anymore, |
to know that my life is not a continuation of theirs. |
So i sit at home, and i waste away |
and i grow tired of the things i love. |
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Everything Is in Your Hands | 2016 |
Wolves | 2013 |
Coventry | 2013 |
Vulcan Death Grip | 2015 |
An Epitaph ft. Old Gray | 2014 |
The Artist | 2013 |
I Still Think About Who I Was Last Summer | 2013 |
Communion | 2016 |
Clip Your Own Wings ft. Old Gray | 2014 |
Fair Trade ft. Old Gray | 2014 |
The Graduate | 2013 |
A Letter for Zach | 2016 |
Blunt Trauma | 2016 |
Emily's First Communion | 2013 |
Razor Blade | 2016 |
Swimming Lessons ft. Old Gray | 2014 |
Like Blood from a Stone | 2016 |
City Orchards | 2011 |
Dying Leaves | 2011 |