| Why do I feel like I’m always
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| Gonna get it right next time
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| When every time I open my eyes
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| I repeat the same shit that makes
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| Me lose at everything I do
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| Every time I try to do good
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| I’m made a fool
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| A fucking cesspool of lies
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| But in my head I think they’re true
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| I think it’s time I clear my mind
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| And fess up for everytime I’ve lied
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| But not tonight, theres not enough time
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| I’d rather just get high and write down
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| All the times I’ve been this low
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| And all the shit I’ve put you through
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| You’ll never know
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| I’m a selfish imbecile
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| You don’t love me
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| You love what I say to you
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| I fucking hate myself
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| I hate my friends
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| I hate my job, I hate everything but you
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| I fucking hate myself
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| I hate my friends
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| I hate my job, I hate everything but you
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| But you, but you, but you, but you
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| Which is why I can not tell you
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| What you deserve to know
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| If you leave I swear I’ll end it all right here
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| Do you really want me to?
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| But don’t know what the fuck else I should do |