| Other people can be so disappointing
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| I need to spend more time alone
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| What gives us the right to be so depressing?
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| 224 West 16th Street was our cathedral
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| These tears I cry for you must prove that I’m not the demon that I’m meant to be
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| You say you love me though, just like you, I’m too shady
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| Knowing what you know, it must be hard to trust someone who’s so similar to
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| yourself
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| Don’t you know it’s pointless to try and bully me into caring more
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| It’s through no fault of your own, it’s really just the boredom of being
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| someone’s captive
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| These tears I cry for you must prove that I’m not the demon that I’m meant to be
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| Drinking at the Jane hotel
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| 'Til it was overrun by terrible people
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| We heard him say his name from the train
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| As usual, eyes dead from anti-anxiety meds
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| And the old gang grasping for air that’s not there
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| Seeking out my own authentic season in hell
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| Though it doesn’t feel quite as pompous
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| At least not as I can
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| At least not as I can tell
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| The misery loop that you sent me on
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| It wrecked me for other summers
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| But now that I am free and almost alone
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| Down in Chelsea, I feel better
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| Why would you ask? |
| Why should you care how I’m doing?
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| Do I bother you with those kinds of vapid questions anymore?
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| I wanna matter, I wanna be your friend, not a poison
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| This kind of love, our kind of love is so demoralizing
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| These tears I cry for you must prove that I’m not the demon that I’m meant to be
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| Seeking out my own authentic season in hell
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| Though it doesn’t feel quite as pompous
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| At least not as I can
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| At least not as I can tell
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| Seeking out my own authentic season in hell
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| Though it doesn’t feel quite as caustic
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| At least not as I can
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| At least not as I can
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| At least not as I can tell |