Lyrics The Abortion Plan - Oceana

The Abortion Plan

I left my head when I was home
I caught an evil side of me
I only breathe when I'm alone
The days await till I am gone
I grew right next to your heart
I should have grabbed it and pulled it down
I feel what your feeding me
I hear what you really speak
Could the eater rot in time
He's sucking out the lines that make you notice world as an illusion
Your body pushed through it In birth
It all confuses us what do I do when I'm lying on a table
My mother didn't want me my whole life I've been starving
9 months to grow inside you my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant
Where did I go hell I knew that my heart wouldn't make it
And the due date is close
Well heaven knew it take a part of me
But I only speak I only speak when I am hungry
Now the lights on my face
And I've never felt more ugly
When the devil grabbed me by the legs and shook me
I was gone (I was gone)
Could the eater rot in time
He's sucking out the lines that make you notice world as an illusion
Your body pushed through it In birth
It all confuses us what do I do when I'm lying on a table
My mother didn't want me my whole life I've been starving
9 months to grow inside you my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant
Where did I go hell I knew that my heart wouldn't make it
You said it you said it
Homes where death is I'll just forget it
You said it you said it
Homes where death is I'll just forget it
Could the eater rot in time
He's sucking out the lines that make you notice world as an illusion
Your body pushed through it In birth
It all confuses us what do I do when I'm lying on a table
My mother didn't want me my whole life I've been starving
9 months to grow inside you my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant
Where did I go hell I knew that my heart wouldn't make it
Could the eater rot in time
He's sucking out the lines that make you notice world as an illusion
Your body pushed through it In birth
It all confuses us what do I do when I'm lying on a table
My mother didn't want me my whole life I've been starving
9 months to grow inside you my life was as fresh as the mind of an infant
Where did I go hell I knew that my heart wouldn't make it