| Yeah…
|
| Let me get right
|
| Muh’fuckers poppin at me
|
| Baby mama say I can’t, be the pappy all this propaganda with my family
|
| E’rything I got wasn’t hand to me
|
| Had to hit the block so gradually became the man I be (be, be)
|
| Sorry that my pop wasn’t a man to me
|
| Had to opt for different boyfriends my mammy handed me
|
| Performin mammograms on her while I play Atari
|
| Scarred me, horribly, horribly
|
| Lock that thought out, but at times I lose perspective
|
| No disrespect but I was forced to think reckless
|
| In and out of courts for usin illegal methods
|
| Guess them poor choices left us disconnected
|
| The one who points the finger got four for pointin back
|
| Nothin can come between us, I’m hopin you knowin that
|
| And if I let you down can’t keep holdin it on my back
|
| I gotta stay focused where my sanity’s at, sanity’s at
|
| Dodgin all these darts in my thoughts I seek
|
| Can’t let these people spill my drink
|
| I’ma mob like a boss 'til I’m off in my casket’s reach
|
| Won’t let these niggaz spill my drink
|
| I’m ridin through the city sippin Henny with my thoughts in sync
|
| Can’t let these niggaz spill my drink
|
| To my niggaz gettin money still hungry tryin to stay on your feet
|
| Don’t let these niggaz spill yo' drink (drink, drink)
|
| E’rybody lookin at me, like the boy lookin scraggly
|
| Since he ain’t with Shady like, e’rything collapsed behind me
|
| A contract don’t define me
|
| It just reminds me that I’m givin up my paper to sign me
|
| And with the dismay of my record release delay I
|
| see who was close, somehow they slipped away now
|
| Price to pay when you ball then get on your A.I.
|
| Crossover was cold, now O’s under the radar
|
| To e’rything I cherish gotta be re-established
|
| All cause the marriage didn’t succeed, it perished
|
| The characters I used to feed all vanished
|
| Left me on my knees, bleedin with no bandages
|
| No gauze when I fall, but even through it all
|
| I handled this way to ball, mechanics is
|
| kept at a hundred, them other niggaz is amateurs
|
| Guess that’s the law of averages — eww
|
| So even when you’re dreamin and I’m, intervenin demons
|
| Get to, workin on your inner bein, let 'em know you see 'em
|
| When the G that’s within got ya, infra-red schemin
|
| Keep me in your head instead, you don’t need to bleed 'em
|
| Cause a boat with no anchor is a boat that’s gon' sail
|
| You don’t even need them folks, all’s well
|
| May they all burn in hell, cause when all else fails
|
| You the truth, your blue glass won’t spill |