| Dear teenager, I know you feel that people don't
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| He understand you
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| you feel that only music is the one who understands you
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| you know that you learn from pain and that love is sold
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| you always expect the worst, that's why nothing surprises you
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| you feel so different
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| you expect nothing in life because you hate being patient
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| You are absent
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| I know that you are aware that your gaze is transparent
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| and hence
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| it's so hard for you to look straight ahead
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| if from the mirror hulle your reflection in reflection act
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| I push away the red anguish
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| yes I know you cut your arms in silence
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| so you shout to the 4 winds the shit that you have inside
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| you feel that nothing matters
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| that life is short
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| and when you cut yourself you can't even stand
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| I fully understand all that disappointment
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| disappointment is real because it is not an illusion
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| you're furious but you don't know with whom
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| you cry secretly at night that things change
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| you bite the pillow you sink to cry
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| With such force that the face burns and thus sits in the hundred,
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| it feels so good to release the contained crying and
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| hide it too
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| the pillow is faithful
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| you pretend to be asleep in case someone comes
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| attracted by the tissues that you have just heard
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| Just listen to the message...
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| Just think that...
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| so sad it's not for me
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| sadness is not for me
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| bitterness is not for me
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| hold on, you're not always going to suffer,
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| so sad it's not for me
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| sadness is not for me
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| bitterness is not for me
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| Just hold on, you're not always going to suffer.
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| Don't believe them when they say you're ugly
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| don't believe them they have no fucking idea,
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| they talk and talk and hurt when they want
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| because they don't even want to destroy anyone
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| I also did stupid things to please
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| to so-called friends willing to degrade,
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| a thousand times I let myself be humiliated
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| outshining others was the way to shine
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| also in my mind I visualized my suicide
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| crying for me, those unrequited loves
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| I also felt sorry for myself
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| I also suffered
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| and I wondered many times what will become of me.
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| I also had to hide my eyes the times I cried
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| I also got drunk, I looked for help and I did not find it,
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| also my father left, I also looked for him
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| I also lost faith
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| I also got high, I also forgot
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| but i also remembered
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| I also wanted to improve
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| also avoid crying
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| the day my mother left
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| I was a victim of bullying, I also provoked it,
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| I also felt resentment and I never really knew why
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| and I also distrusted all those closest to me
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| I also searched without finding understanding in my brothers
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| I missed the path and many times I doubted
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| Also many times in silence I fell in love.
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| I also slept in the street and I also slept on the ground,
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| I was also alone I was also in mourning
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| I also wanted to be loved, not to be hurt,
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| my warm heart turned pale and froze
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| Listen well nobody expects you to be perfect,
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| just don't make the same mistake that I did,
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| get up well we know that something weighs us down,
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| The idea that this world complains to you turns you around and something can teach you.
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| Of how nice I had, I did not leave anything
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| I looked for the beyond, I also looked for mom's love,
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| start my naivety, start my truth
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| and full of miraculous loneliness I fell into double A,
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| and I celebrated with them some happy 24
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| but unfortunately the change only lasted for a while,
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| I got drunk, I threw it all away
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| I left, I stained, I became so cold that I frosted,
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| I also felt an indescribable rage in my chest,
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| I felt spite lurking in my broken spirit
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| and satisfied that I was of no use, the ground was my bed,
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| There were sad lights all over my ceiling.
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| You are intelligent, mature and sensitive
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| that's why this cold and cruel world is incomprehensible to you,
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| you also feel guilty, that laughter is absurd,
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| the damage is irreversible, smiling disturbs you,
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| you also feel that you want to be alone and there is no space
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| also slowly without slowness too much in the palace,
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| I also had a secret notebook in which I wrote down
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| those first poems that kept me afloat,
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| I clenched my fist and my eyes to write,
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| with the pain of sadness on the face about to boil,
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| my wounded heart could barely beat,
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| bleeding verses he made an effort not to die,
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| I also felt underestimated |
| I also hid in the micro to cry cornered,
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| I also loved a lot and they didn't reciprocate,
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| I also wrote love letters that were never answered.
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| Then I grew up and went crazy
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| drunk, drugged, a bit of everything,
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| I lost my focus
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| They also left me
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| They also abandoned me
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| They also cried for me
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| they also prayed, begged,
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| but first of all I felt that they forgot me,
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| that they never really cared about me,
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| I was full of bitterness, just like you
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| of rancor and pure rage and I lived contaminated.
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| 20 years wasted, wasted,
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| now I'm an old man finished on a sofa lying down,
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| I live in the past, I stepped aside from life,
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| I fought so hard to forget that I have forgotten myself.
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| The grudge, ruined my interior,
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| the pain covered all my radiance,
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| my life went by without feeling love,
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| please DON'T MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE!!.
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| Listen well nobody expects you to be perfect,
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| just don't make the same mistake that I did,
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| get up well we know that something weighs us down,
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| The idea that this world complains to you turns you around and something can teach you.
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| Do not make the same mistake
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| you will reach very high, if you fall you stop, even if you fall a thousand times,
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| you will be a successful woman, remember that joy is only asleep,
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| you will be proud of yourself, you have that inner strength, don't make the same mistake.
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| YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. |