
Date of issue: 18.09.2018
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
dread |
I look into the mirror, all I’m seeing is a skeleton |
I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine |
I can’t go a day without relying on these sedatives |
Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen |
Every fucking night that I’ve been laying in my bed |
Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread |
Feeling like this panic that I have will never end |
And so I fantasize about a gun up to my head, yeah |
And now these pills got me feeling asleep |
When I’m awake, can’t get away |
Even when I sleep I feel pain |
Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain |
About to break, I just want to feel like I’m sane, yeah |
And I just want to know what I did |
Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this shit, man |
And I just wanna know when it happened |
When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
Walking around with the same thoughts |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
Face down, fucked up with the door locked |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
Walking around with the same thoughts |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
Face down, fucked up with the door locked |
I’ve been fighting this with everything that I have |
And I’ve been trying to separate the good from the bad |
Well, I can’t see an end to all the pain that I face |
I had to cancel the tour, I couldn’t take any more |
I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest |
I feel like everybody has their own belief of what’s best |
Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god? |
I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
Walking around with the same thoughts |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
Face down, fucked up with the door locked |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
Walking around with the same thoughts |
I wanna know when the pain stops |
Face down, fucked up with the door locked |
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