Lyrics Suitor Type - Northbound

Suitor Type

A suitor type, it would be nice
A lack of codependency
But I can’t be anybody but me
And unfortunately
I’m always barking up the wrong tree
I’m always stuck inside my pity
I hate my ways
I hate this place
But I’m too damn selfish to try to change a thing
This diary is killing me
I wanna find the flaws in everything
I wanna know that you won’t let go
This apathy, it swallows me
I don’t find the joy in anything
I wanna know that you’re not losing hope
'Cause I can’t just dig myself back out
'Cause it’s not as simple as it sounds
The suitor type, that would be nice
Live in another skin
I can’t imagine it
Nothing sounded so great before
But I’ve grown accustomed to all superstitions and things that just cloud my
way back home
It seems your answer is within the question itself
Should you move your life forward or put me on the shelf
This diary is killing me
I wanna find the flaws in everything
I wanna know that you won’t let go
This apathy, it swallows me
I don’t find the joy in anything
I wanna know that you’re not losing hope
'Cause I can’t just dig myself back out
When I want to be somebody else
The suitor type, a different light, that would be nice