| Don’t deny that sick feeling in your stomach you can’t run from it let it guide you into high view and move beyond the summit
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| from peeks to valleys speed through alleys if it’s done quick
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| you’ll have time to find the caves where the days are never sunlit
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| find the scriptures made by a society of blind men
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| who suggest the best direction’s where you most likely will find them.
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| dead set on checkmates embracing a chess set
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| when bedspreads get wet they’re left with the scent of death threats
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| in 7 seconds I’ll become undone, I’m breaking through
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| if you’re around by the time I reach number one I’m taking you
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| You’re not the traveling type? |
| Then hide your baggage better
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| before you die a normal death and write the average letter
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| about your internal furnace
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| and how life’s a sexually transmitted disease that you contracted from her kiss
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| when a boy writes off the world it’s done with sloppy misspelled words if a girl writes off the world it’s done in cursive
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| I’m searching for the cure
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| this is a sickness
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| can you hear me, love?
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| I kick dirt for what it’s worth listening to the birds chirp
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| the same cryptic speech that the breeze speaks and sea repeats
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| recognizing the cycles with every passing day
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| writing full demands in the sand with my toe til crashing waves washed it away
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| I watch what I say now but I hate it trying to make my mark, afraid of the dark nature of vague statements
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| that plague vacant parking lots where shopping carts go uncollected
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| that sick feeling in my stomach start to leave my heart and soul infected
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| I won’t accept it. |
| I do my best to reject patterns til it hurts
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| every second making bad turns for the worse
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| she’s getting further away I can feel it in the way my bones ache
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| The ocean sealed it’s lips, now the waves won’t break
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| The secrets it won’t say has got us trying to break codes in churches
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| and lately I’ve been hating its soul purpose
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| when a boy writes off the world it’s done with sloppy misspelled words if a girl writes off the world it’s done in cursive
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| I’m searching for the cure
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| this is a sickness
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| can you hear me, love?
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| Now I look for air pockets to pick, walk with a stick, start picking locks with
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| it opening up heart-shaped lockets with little arguments
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| the tawdry trinkets start to split and contradict
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| those who say one thing but think the opposite
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| I bit the dust tongue kissing documents in a smoke stack
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| faith is harder to swallow than pride it, turns our throats black
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| I want my home back. |
| I know that’s not an available option
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| it’s the way that I’m walking in between a cradle and coffin
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| that makes me pace myself. |
| if half the battle is done right
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| the other half won’t take my health while jacking my shadow’s sunlight
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| to crack it open and find the space between my breaths are desolate
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| life is just a lie with an «f"in it and death is definite
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| But after I scratched the surface
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| I never saw the calm before the storm act so nervous
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| when a boy writes off the world it’s done with sloppy misspelled words if a girl writes off the world it’s done in cursive
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| I’m searching for her
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| Can you hear me, love? |