
Date of issue: 14.06.2018
Record label: Capitol CMG Label Group;
Song language: English
shadow |
It goes dark |
And it is most definitely a moment of utter disorientation |
Utter lostness, no warmth, no life, no movement |
Yeah, yeah, yeah |
Yeah, yeah, yeah |
Love you so much that the issues I used to hold on to are nothing, |
they’re minuscule |
Love you so much that I make it up to you whenever I flip like reciprocals |
Love you so much that I blocked all my exes, I blocked all the exits, |
I’m with you forever |
Love you so much that I don’t even trip when they say that I’m sick and they |
ridiculed |
Love you so much that I gave up addiction, I stopped all the clickin', |
and now it’s all clickin' |
Love you so much that I changed my old number so all their attempts are just |
pitiful |
Love you so much that I stopped sayin' thot |
Now I see women as God’s children |
I see their souls and their hearts glisten |
Look at them glow like they’re Marge Simpson |
Love you so much that I save my receipts and I watch what I eat when I’m |
gettin' food |
Love you so much that I give up my seat even when I am beat and not in the mood |
Love you so much that sometimes I lose sleep 'cause I can’t come to terms with |
what I did to you |
Love you so much that I ask God to help me smile when I’m cynical |
I face these passing waves |
A lonely cast away |
I fight my battle |
Beside my shadow |
Hate me so much for the pain that I caused to the ones that I truly hold dear |
Hate me so much that it comes out in tears |
Hate me so much I don’t look in the mirror |
Hate me so much that I slip into fantasies darker than Black Mirror seasons |
Sometimes I feel like just leavin' |
Don’t need a number of reasons |
Hate me so much I retreat into sleep, I’m even hidin' from Jesus |
Feel like I’m livin' with demons, inside my closet, are legions |
Hate me so much when I’m hurt then I’m happy 'cause I tell myself I deserve it |
I’m in my bed with the serpents |
And they told me that I’m worthless |
Hate me so much that I don’t wanna listen when you tell me I’m a good person |
But you don’t give up so easy, fervent, remindin' me of my purpose |
Hate me so much but you’re teachin' me love and I think that I’m startin' to |
learn it |
Written in crimson and cursive, quiet and curious, perfect |
I face these passing waves |
A lonely cast away |
I fight my battle |
Beside my shadow |
I face these passing waves |
A lonely cast away |
I fight my battle |
Beside my shadow |
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