Lyrics Numb - NILUM

Numb

Bitten by the snake, just a body no soul
The price that you pay when you lose the control
Now take the bones off my plate and serve me with your blood
With every thought in my head, I seem to dim out the light
I never thought it was real but now it looks so alive
It’s been chasing me up, I’ve got nowhere to hide
I keep on feelin' like they’re always by my side
I keep on seein' it in the middle of the night
Dreaming about it time after time
Yeah, I’ve been feelin' so
Numb
Wish I would stop thinking about all the things I’ve done
Screaming in my head I’m on my own, nowhere else to run
I can’t wake up, I can’t wake up no more
I can’t go back to who I was before
I’m closing up, just trynna be ignored
Lock myself up feelin' so numb
Yo, yo y’all know gotta pay the price for the plateau
Bloody bathing like the Bathory at the chateau, so
Listen to me carefully that’s not what you might see
Got the devil eyes lookin' around surrounding me
There’s a pyramid
Climb it 3 plus 3
The more steps you trynna take
The triple it will be
Yeah, listen, listen be careful with what y’all wishin'
We got hopes and so much to vision
But they got a rifle full with ammunition
Gold barrel an apparel special edition
Safety off sight at the ambition
Trigger pulled now my thoughts bleedin' red silk
Tired of feeling guilt, cut by the sword I’ve built
From the blade to the hilt
Purified in holy water, wouldn’t clean it from the filth
This a motherfucker horror, watch the slaughter
I’m bellow the ground level
Playing cards with the devil
I keep on feelin' like they’re always by my side
I keep on seein' it in the middle of the night
Dreaming about it time after time
Yeah, I’ve been feelin' so
Numb
Wish I would stop thinking about all the things I’ve done
Screaming in my head I’m on my own, nowhere else to run
I can’t wake up, I can’t wake up no more
I can’t go back to who I was before
I’m closing up, just trynna be ignored
Lock myself up feelin' so numb
I’m feeling so numb