| All hymns are hollow, unheard outside the gate of in-between and unbeknown fall
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| like wounded birds from the heavens back unto the supplicant
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| Thus I slumber upon the threshold of death and dream the dreams of gods
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| It is here that I have sung my hymns into the mouths of the dead,
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| that they may not rise but fall down and down through the chambers of slumber
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| and unto the darkness of death’s ingress
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| Lamentation and evocations in the same cadence, resounding like the songs of
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| Thessalian witches
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| And with bones snatched from the maws of ravening dogs I have mocked the
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| cathedral"s mason, constructing an ill house of darkness mirrored within the
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| birdless lake, a black mansion of dreaming Night Within these dolente lands
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| where the Incubi abound, I have chased the children of the psalm-singers from
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| cyprus to tomb and jugulated them one by one
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| In my visions I have spilled the haimakuria within graven trenches dug by my
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| nails from cemetery marle
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| I would dare to do more
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| I would will to go further
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| I would sit opposite the Lord of Slumber, face down turned to gaze upon the
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| cascading abyss
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| I would hear truths unspoken and un-scribed within silence
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| I would place death"s crown upon my head and intone my will in a tongue of
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| stygian threnodies, with cacophonous and mournful wails upon nightmare choruses
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| of dying lepers falling before their graves
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| I would draw the gaze of my daemon self upon myself that I may murder myself
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| and become my daemon, and move ever closer towards the incalculable totality of
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| the great darkness that is the supreme |