Lyrics Akumu - Nergal

Akumu

I push
On all fours, I push
I push
On all fours, I push
White porcelain beneath me — lubricated from the tears and the mucous and sweat,
I push
Fog and rust and an infinite vastness: a vacuity of emptiness —
I am without control
Translation:
On all fours, I am held in the ovular-womb
In this catatonic claustrophobia
In this catacomb — I am nude, shivering
My panic and insecurity on display to everything and nothing
I wither and grow small
Translation:
Like an infant in a corner — I push
Veins make their way
To the outer-most-layer of my skin
Temperature rises
The salted-discharge bathes me, it keeps me un-clean
White porcelain beneath me — lubricated from the tears and the mucous and sweat,
I push
Fog and rust and an infinite vastness: a vacuity of emptiness —
I am without control
Screaming without words — beyond all sound — birthed is meat and bone,
soaked in the brine of darkened blood and filth
Excreted from the entrails are shapes and cuts not unlike the butchered-anatomy
of cattle and swine
White porcelain beneath me — lubricated from the tears and the mucous and sweat,
I push
Fog and rust and an infinite vastness: a vacuity of emptiness —
I am without control
I am without control
Out-stretched, I push
Out-stretched, I cry
I push — I push
I die