
Date of issue: 06.04.2015
Record label: Head2Wall
Song language: English
Void Song |
…goodbye! |
Oh I loved her so dear |
And her love I did not fear |
I thought it would always last |
But now it’s in the past… |
I have wasted my limbs and my throat, the sweat of my brow, and the esteem of |
my peers. |
I have written all these words only to disappoint myself |
No matter how carefully crafted it may be, my lifeline could be nothing but |
these frequencies that fight off my fears. |
I’ve tried to pull meaning from |
anyone’s suffering, instead I’m coming to terms with feeling so sad, small, |
and scared |
By now, it’s been done to death. |
Overblown and picked apart. |
What’s left I only |
have to guess |
No more feelings, no more songs. |
The best has come and gone |
It still hurts, but I cannot stop serenading the void. |
It’s the only thing I |
can do to feel like I’ve left a mark. |
It’s living life under a shadow—the |
visceral but fleeting ghosts of youth and its imminent decline |
I still long for art not born of suffering. |
How long will I sing the music of |
my wounds? |
There’s no more room to grow. |
Don’t weep for what I have become. |
I swear I’m better off. |
I swear! |