Lyrics Mythomania - Nailed To Obscurity

Mythomania

My mind, my emotions, my whole being
Disturbed reflections
The agitated black surface conceals the truth
The sole thing I see
Is the beclouded contour of something that has been
Becoming the pariah of a world full of mythomaniacs
Lying to myself, lying to my so-called «friends»
And listen to lies over and over again
Without respite
I became a shadow of my former self
A stranger to the light
A stranger to my life
My burning desire is to escape
How can a system built on lies form such a strong foundation?
Many end in depression but no one answers to their prayers
Nobody cares — Nobody dares to face the truth
Mythomania — Symptom of a sickened world
No longer will I accept this chimera as a basis for my life
I want to live again — I want to be free once again
I was born free and
Ended up as a serf
A serf to falsehood
Habitual liar
Where is the naivety
I once had as a child
When my desire for esteem
Pulled the rug out from under me?
Decay of my system
Foundation gets lost
A fragile construction
Will never persist
Now I am the pariah — A stranger to your life
Breaking the habit — Yearning for the light
Foreign in a dying world
I’m the antimessiah
Prior to spend time
In building a life
Based on true dedication
I followed judas' way
I kept the distance
As long as I could
This shell of dishonesty
Will mask myself no more
I’m caught in mythomania — More than just dystopia
How can I escape from this grim, false and devious place?
Turn back the wheel — The wheel of time
Return to the age
Where it once began!