Lyrics Loner - Mykki Blanco, Jean Deaux

Loner

I been feeling low, shawty feeling low
Out of my zone, I’m on my phone, emotions can’t control
I take a walk, I take a stroll, I can’t be going home
I cause a brawl fucking with y’all, I’m just a broken soul
I’m fucked up, I know that, I need help, I’m so sad
My best friend this loud pack, my lover my left hand
I done slammed, I done banged myself up, I’m deranged
I know I’m really strange, I know I’m not the same
As I was to you then like I am to you now
Understand this ain’t how I want shit to go down
Is you fucking with me really?
You ain’t fucking with me clearly
I’m severely going Grizzly in my head, I feel so dizzy, I…
I don’t need your pity, please leave me alone
I been feeling feelings that I don’t condone
Feeling like I’m about to break my fucking phone
All these followers around me…
I’m alone, so alone
I’m alone, so alone
I’m alone, so alone
I’m a loner
People get caught up and I don’t understand
Every nigga that’s your fam is really just a fan
Every dude that was your man, he’s got a complex
Was it you or was it him who sent the drunk text?
No trust, I’m jaded, you’re guarded, I’m faded
I’m standing here wasted on Snapchat, I’m naked
I done slammed, I done banged myself up, I’m deranged
I know I’m really strange, I know I’m not the same
As I was to you then like I am to you now
Understand this ain’t how I want shit to go down
Are you really gonna screw me?
Pull the trigger go and do me
Feeling gloomy, I’m so loony, all this bullshit, where’s the beauty?
I don’t need your pity, please leave me alone
I been feeling feelings that I don’t condone
Feeling like I’m about to break my fucking phone
All these followers around me
I’m alone, so alone
I’m alone, so alone
I’m alone, so alone
I’m a loner