| An unfortunate journey
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| Through a bleak sea of loneliness
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| I carved through the waves of grief
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| In a black vastness of self doubt
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| I have never felt so alone
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| So pitiful and wretched and low
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| I"m tried by a terrible wind
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| The misery and the pains blow
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| Fill my vast sails of ruin
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| Steer me toward a bleak end
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| A horizon of purples and reds
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| The still waters of my welcome end
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| The clouds of grey come overhead
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| A storm will hunt me down
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| And rip the guts out of my body
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| That I would surely drown
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| The unforgiving wind searches
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| LyricsAnd lashes me like a whip
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| The self-pity overwhelms me My heart sinks like a ship
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| Thrashing out at torment and pain
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| The maddened sea engulfs me I let myself be swallowed up The magnificent weight upon me Deeper I go, deeper down
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| Didn"t think it could get any blacker
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| The cold bites, the pressure builds
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| I think I no longer matter
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| Can"t tell if my eyes are open or closed
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| The grieving waters swallow
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| The pain I"m in through my life of sin
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| The Devil will doubtless follow
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| Loneliness is agony
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| For those of you who know
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| A war of grief and sadness rages
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| Through mind, body and soul
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| When lovers
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| die and friendships fade
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| Whin kin all lie forgotten
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| The gates of agony spew forth
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| Your memories, stinking and rotten
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| So deep now I feel so numb
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| I"m ravaged by utter loss
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| The guilt, the grief, the astounding pain
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| My body, they all will wash
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| I hope I ne"er return to life
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| Oh, Christ just let me go Let death devour my simple soul
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| Lest my misery grow
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| I quietly leave. |
| A lonely sight
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| Relieved of all my guilt
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| To join a wall of deepest Hell
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| The Devil himself has built. |