| False innocence in the eyes of a sad child, grief of a lost soul in a grey vast
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| world
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| You and I dig the same hole, this is a man’s world, this is a dead world
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| The chrysalid woke me from its autist catalepsy…
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| And the somber butterfly burnt his wings at the so called divine daylight
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| And thus became a foul fly laying its eggs over human decay as a revenge on
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| god’s creation
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| I awake and I see the devil’s face telling me to zip down the pure one,
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| to pull the trigger
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| To abuse you to liberate my wrath, to let him coming out from me
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| Touch the scars on my naked body
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| Let it be done before my skin turns cold turkey
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| I disgust myself, you think it’s just a game
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| You’ll sleep before you realize I abused your innocence
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| Lost youth memories come back to the surface
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| Endless pit of melancholy which soil my eyes and face
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| A dirty plastic giraffe, not stained with piss and crass
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| I thought i’d never have to hate what I am now
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| Each time i remind of lost purity
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| A poisonous torpidity cuts my sleep
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| The past is dead and will never live again
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| No prosthetic can replace what’s lost and gone
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| I’m coming inside your purity
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| As soon as it’s done bitterness invades me
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| Cum is bile, desire is a lie
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| You can’t understand why I try to die…
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| A small death that hurt
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| I’m cold and afraid
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| Deserts of solitude and guilty thoughts
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| Screw my head and terrify me
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| Everything is turning from pink to grey
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| Descent to reality
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| Alone in my head, alone in my flesh
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| Until the day I’ll definitely be alone in a hole
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| Each minute seems to last a year and each day is the same as the one before
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| You''ll never grow up and reach human-hood, you know… there is no use to
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| become like them, to live their life of bitterness tears and abuse
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| I’ve tried and failed, just see… what I did of me…
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| They’ll do to you…
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| The mask of death was wearing your face
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| Downfallen and skinny
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| You seem so small in your coffin
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| Look at my eyes… they bleed
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| What is their so called of god? |
| that erase my friends, that destroy my dreams?
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| What have you done for me?
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| Why don’t you just kill me?
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| You can be proud of you bitch…
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| One of the strings that keep me sane have been slashed once again
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| You’re not buried as i stay
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| Standing in my desert
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| Forget the holy ground
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| Their god was for the living ones I am not they just can’t see something died
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| within me
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| Never ask why…
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| We’re the orphans of god
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| Another father will take us all
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| Just give your soul for the change… this fucking soul
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| Abandon your life to him, never mourn the human world, never look back for what
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| we’ve done, for all the ones left behind, take his hand and shut your eyes |