| I will say that I’m a bit benumbed at present.
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| When I was a pubescent pup with my purity affecting my teary eyes
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| I went prostrate on the floor of an abyss;
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| my situation was dire.
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| For mine own boughs were resembling an Asian horticulturist’s pride and joy,
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| And try as I might the apex of the pit was beyond my capture.
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| I bellowed ire, chaff, and gall!
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| And at the climax of my yawping a youth gazed over the lip of my pit.
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| I expected the rube to stone me,
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| maybe throw one of his blood-lusting hunting hounds inside the ring of my
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| confines,
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| he acting the Caesar to what would be my Christian end.
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| Yet, as he bore into me with his judging regard,
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| his large heart rose on the end of his merciful thumb.
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| This gallant maneuvered the torpid limb of one black oak or walnut or willow
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| -it's inconsequential at present-
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| the instrument creating a gradient for my exodus from the chasm.
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| And in gratitude, forever more have I brought his penned domicile my offerings.
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| I thought to alleviate the burden of the hunt for his people,
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| to bring them fresh victuals daily.
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| Give them comfort.
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| Give them repose.
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| Let them wolf down my offerings.
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| Ha! |
| I have always had a sad wag to my tongue.
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| Yet now I unearth the accusations of my nefarious behavior.
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| I see what you’re after.
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| Well, you have sent these three to off me!
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| Do you have no more women to blame?
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| Are there no more blacks to censure?
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| You have exterminated my brethren the Chippewa to position myself as the
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| fountainhead for all your miscreant ways.
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| With this I cannot accede.
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| No!
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| My generous ways are rescinded.
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| If I am to be your reprobate I shall at least enjoy the malefaction!
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| You blame me for the future, you blame me for the past
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| You blame me for the plenty which you never can make last
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| You blame me for the heat, you blame me for the cold
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| You blame me for your courage which has never taken hold
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| You blame me for the light, you blame me for the dark
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| You blame me for the angels which never come to hark
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| You blame me for the dry and the wet that makes you ache
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| You blame me for your love which still has to take
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| You blame me for the sadness and your work which can’t get done
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| You blame me for the mocking cast of the setting sun
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| I might as well commit the sins as for being blamed for them!
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| I might as well commit the sins as for being blamed for them!
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| As for being blamed for them!
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| And I have a redux to my thesis,
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| a section 2A to my outline.
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| As I satiated my needed dormancy in the womb of my grotto,
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| escaping the loathsomeness of the sun,
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| in a dream state I concocted my next program that held with a romantic lean-
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| not like one of your matronly Southern poets who will drown themselves upon the
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| first disclosure towards their acts of cribbing.
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| Yet something with cunning;
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| something with irony;
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| it would take astute crackerjack execution.
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| Even, dare I say, swell-headed!
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| I would pad my feet over the nettles of the ebon forest,
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| slink on my belly,
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| succumbing to the chastisement of the thistles as I traverse through the pastel
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| lea.
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| Conscious and wary of the Nimrods lusting for my completion.
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| Oh them Three Nimrods you sent after me!
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| I would perch outside the thin black young trunk like spiked iron bars that
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| encompass the hovel.
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| Then I would flash my red wet smile up to his window,
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| engrossing his youthful curiosity to descend to his cloister.
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| And falling upon my haunch I would entice, then influence the boy to mount upon
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| me as if I were one of your doltish labor beasts.
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| Then I would traverse over the land, making him witness to my wretchedness,
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| corroborator to my upheaval.
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| And he would testify to these undue accusations.
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| And would you people recognize him upon his return?
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| And would this last act be the millstone round the neck of my catalogue of
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| deeds?
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| You blame me for the future, you blame me for the past
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| You blame me for the plenty which you never can make last
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| You blame me for the heat, you blame me for the cold
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| You blame me for your courage which has never taken hold
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| You blame me for the light, you blame me for the dark
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| You blame me for the angels which never come to hark
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| You blame me for the dry and the wet that makes you ache
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| You blame me for your love which still has to take
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| You blame me for the sadness and your work which can’t get done
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| You blame me for the mocking cast of the setting sun
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| I might as well commit the sins as for being blamed for them!
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| I might as well commit the sins as for being blamed for them!
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| As for being blamed for them! |