| I’ve waited long enough and I’ve been putting it all off
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| It’s time I got myself going again
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| I’ve made enough excuses to last 'til the end of time
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| I’ve got to move forward with my plans
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| I tell myself that I am not cut out for this
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| I don’t like anything that’s happening now
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| But when I think of losing everything I’ve done so far
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| I know I’ve got to make it work somehow
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| What good is a friend if you can’t look him in the eye?
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| What good is honesty if it feels like a lie?
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| What good is a dream if you never even try?
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| I thought that I was free and that I left that guy behind
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| I wanted to believe that someday I’d reach the sky
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| And if I don’t press on then I’ll watch the new me die
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| And the sadder self survive
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| This isn’t as easy as they make it look on TV
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| I’d never have guessed it was so hard
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| And maybe you can hear it in the strain of my voice
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| The perils of it caught me off guard
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| But when you know that burning deep inside of you
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| Is not something so easily ignored
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| You get back on that horse no matter how many times you fall
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| 'Cause it’s better than everything you’ve done before
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| My life is chronicled in lapses of writer’s block
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| Opening a window to let my feelings be mocked
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| You ask me why I put myself through this, to you I say
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| If you’ve ever chased a dream you know I can have it no other way
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| This is me today |