Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Holding on to Smoke , by - Motionless In White. Release date: 06.06.2019
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Holding on to Smoke |
| I'm tired of feeling comatose |
| I've lost the me that I loved most |
| I'm barely holding on to smoke |
| I'm barely holding on to smoke |
| I'm not addicted but I'm not clean |
| Why do I do this to myself on repeat? |
| So disconnected from my own reality |
| Am I man or machine? |
| If I give, will you take? |
| As I lie for the taste |
| I just fuck it up |
| As you lap it up |
| (Go) |
| Through flesh and bone |
| I walk alone |
| (Go) |
| If I run, will I fade away? |
| 'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind |
| In all my pride, all my shame |
| I find strength enough to show you |
| I may bend but I won't break |
| Because I define who I |
| Define who I become |
| I'm miss the me that I have not met |
| Choking in silence on the words left unsaid |
| I feel a sickness for a home I've never been |
| And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red |
| I built a shelter in complacency |
| Locked myself in and set fire and threw away the key |
| Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die |
| So am I living or am I just alive? |
| All my pride, all my shame |
| I find strength enough to show you |
| I may bend but I won't break |
| I define who I become |
| 'Cause I'm tired of feeling comatose |
| I've lost the me that I loved most |
| I'm barely holding on to smoke |
| But I'm holding on, I'm holding on |
| Broken, I'm holding on |
| Driven to right the wrong |
| Silent, connected yet I feel so separated |
| Fallen through flesh and bone |
| Frozen, I stand alone |
| Deafened in silence, the voice remains |
| Behind my eyes, beneath my rage |
| I was struggling to get through |
| Out of time and out of faith |
| I define who I become |
| In all my pride, all my shame |
| I find strength enough to show you |
| I may bend but I won't break |
| 'Cause I define who I |
| Define who I become |
| I'm tired of feeling comatose |
| I lost the me that I loved most |
| I'm barely holding on to smoke |
| But I'm holding on, I'm holding on |
| I'm tired of being human, tired of being numb |
| Waiting for the holy ghost to come |
| So save me from the webs that I have spun |
| I'm holding on, holding on |
| I'm holding on, holding on to smoke |