Lyrics I Am in Conflict, Pt. I - Monosphere

I Am in Conflict, Pt. I

Obscured view in anticipation
Loss of consciousness in determination
I should have known that the tiny movement of a wing flapping
Could turn my whole world upside down
I take command
In this pointless argument
The facts at hand
No more countless compliments
I do demand
That this physical bond
Shall withstand
All future consequences
I feel the sound of my words
Reflecting from a hollow shell
Boiling blood rushes into my head
Is it worth it to live like this
Do I have the strength to persevere
I need to take a deep long breath
Are you evn listening